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Chapter 1
Title: This Side of Now
Author: Empress
Email: Empress@thewaysideinn.net
Distribution:
Empress' Private Library,
The Wayside Inn, and
Lady Scriven only. All others ask first.
Rating:
PG13 - for language, violence
Series:
First in the Mutual Need series. A back-filler before we jump into the
meat of the real tale. There'll be more than one of these. Maybe
three. Maybe more. Probably more.
Category:
AU
sort of, or will be when I finally get done with the back-fillers.
Pairing:
Logan/Marie, uneasy friendship only, at least in these first few parts.
Spoilers:
Spoilers for X-Men 1
Author's Notes:
I've always wondered what
happened in between the times that Logan gave Marie a ride and when he
woke up in the lab at Xavier's - aside from Sabretooth and the X-Men
showing up of course. There had to be something that
happened between them that had him go from irritated at this kid
hitching a ride, to so worried over her that he literally kills himself
to keep her safe. Worthwhile question, huh? So, I tapped my inner
Wolverine as a friend of mine likes to phrase it, and this is the
result. This story is set at the beginning of X-Men 1, shortly after
Logan sees Marie for the first time. Most of it's written from Logan's
point of view because he wouldn't shut up until I did it that
way. Pushy bastard
Author's Notes The Sequel:
Consider this a warning. I've
never read the X-Men comics. I was a devotee of the cartoons and I damn
near can quote every line from all three movies, which, for the most
part, I liked better than the cartoons. Characters talk to me. I
listen, and then write down what they tell me. So I'm writing this to
suit them, and I don't want to be bitched at for breaking
cannon. Look up the definition of fiction, people. If you can
read this with a willing suspension of disbelief, then welcome, my
fanciful friend. If you can't and you want to nitpick cannon to me…keep
walking. Besides, if Marvel can change history and timelines with every
incarnation of the series, then why can't I play a little, huh?
Dedication: For Anna - she always listens to my ramblings,
obsessive lustful chatter, purely demented plot twists, and fantasies,
then convinces me that I can smush them all together and write it into a
convincing fic. She's the best friend a crazy bitch like me could ever
have, yet have never met face to face. We need to remedy that somehow,
ya know?Oh, and also for my little cyber-Sis Ro - simply because she's
awesome and Australian and so is Hugh, without whom, Wolverine wouldn't
be nearly as lickable. *leering*
Summary: A young runaway crosses Logan's path, completely
shreds his schedule, makes a connection with him that neither are
prepared for, but mutually need. After a bit, he doesn't mind so much.
Feedback: While it's nice and gives me wonderful validated,
happy feelings, I've learned not to expect it with my het fics. But, if
you feel so inclined, knock yourself out. It will be welcomed, loved,
petted, and given a warm fuzzy blankie straight from the dryer. And
perhaps even a cookie or two.
Disclaimer: I own no one. Marvel owns it all, except for
Della and Hoyt. They're mine. Alas, that means Logan belongs to Marvel
too. But I'd be happy as all hell to Wolvie-sit should it ever be
necessary. *eg*
Mutation.
It is the key to our evolution.
It has enabled us to evolve from a single-celled organism into the
dominant species on the planet.
This process is slow, normally taking thousands and thousands of years.
But every few hundred millennia, evolution leaps forward.
The not too distant future
Northern Alberta, Canada
I've never been a
man given to much retrospection, mainly because I just don't have that
much to remember. I learn more about my past from my dreams than I do
from my wakin' hours. And those are usually filled with drinkin',
fightin', and ridin' the roads, always lookin'. Always searchin'. For
what, I have no idea other than just anything that might lead me to
findin' out who I am and where I come from.
And I guess that's
why I'm drivin' through Northern Canada in a damn snow storm, thinkin'
more about that girl in the bar than anything else, like maybe the fact
that I'm dead dog tired, need to eat, sleep, and take a piss. Gotta
admit, that last one is winnin' out. Or will soon. Soon as I find a
semi-clear spot to pull over where I won't get stuck in some damn snow
bank. Last thing I need is to have to dig myself out - again. Already
done that twice this week. Or was that last week? Fuck me, I don't
know. All of my days are runnin' together here lately. At least, until
last night.
When she walked
in. The girl with the old eyes.
I got a bead on her
the minute she came in. The feelin' in there changed. It
became…more…charged, I guess. The air grew sharper, the smoke stronger,
the noises louder, the lights brighter, the blood lust more keen. At
least to me. She didn't come too close to the cage, stayin' a few
people back. I don't know who she was. Didn't get close enough to her
to get her name, during the fight or after. I thought at the time that
might come later, maybe. But I damn sure knew she was there.
I didn't get a good
look at her either, until later. Until after I won the fight. And
yeah, okay, so I let that last guy beat on me a little longer than I
normally would have. But she surprised me, you know? She was the only
one in the crowd that wasn't screamin' for my blood. Not that they were
gonna get it. But those marks didn't know that.
All right, I'll
admit it. She peaked my curiosity and distracted the hell out of me.
But I got it together and kicked that redneck's ass.
Ladies and
gentlemen, tonight's winner, and still the King of the Cage, the
Wolverine!
The Wolverine.
Yeah. That's me. Leastwise, that's what my tag says - 458-25-243 with
Wolverine right underneath. I have no idea what it means, only that
it belongs to me. Not much else does in this world, but that does.
Anyway, back to the
girl. She wasn't booin' or throwin' shit at the cage like everyone else
there. But she didn't seem too happy at my winnin' either. More like
concerned. Which made no damn sense since she didn't know me. Did
she? Hell, she could have, and I'd not be the wiser.
Okay, so now I had
to know. And one of these days my curiosity is gonna get my stupid ass
killed. Almost did tonight. Anyway, when I dressed and went over to
the bar, she was sittin' there, in some big floppy green coat with a
hood pulled up over her head. Could she know me? Could she answer some
of those questions?
So I looked at
her. Really looked. And she looked back. Christ, she was just a kid.
Sixteen? Seventeen? Could've been older, but probably not. Body and
carriage said very late teens, maybe pushin' twenty. Unlikely, though,
'cause she smelled young.
She looked away and
I kept glancin' over at her. No. No way could this kid know me. Her
eyes said she was every bit as old as I am - however old that is. But
she had the face of fourteen year old. She'd seen some serious shit,
this kid. But that didn't matter. She was still a kid. Cute though.
Real pretty and fresh lookin'.
I can be accused of
a hell of a lot, but I ain't no damn short-eyes. Still, couldn't help
but notice. She was gonna be a real looker in a year or two - half way
there now. But yeah. That one was gonna be something special some
day. If life didn't beat the shit out of her first.
Still, we stared at
each other a bit, off and on. Both of us tryin' to act like we weren't,
alternatin' back and forth between each other and the television on the
wall. She was shakin' a little, and her scent said it was from nerves
and cold mixed. If her eyes got any wider, they'd swallow her face.
She was so jumpy, she looked like she was gonna come clean out of her
skin. But again, it wasn't me that she was nervous of. And that just
didn't make any damn sense at all.
I don't understand
it. I've tried to figure it out for hours now, but I just can't explain
it. See, she screamed when that redneck I beat pulled his knife on me,
and it pissed me off. Somethin' fierce. Not because he'd pulled a
knife - I've faced worse. Hell, I am worse. No, I was pissed because
that asshole scared her.
He and his buddy
came up behind me. I knew they were there - this fuckhead stunk so bad
I'da smelled him five miles away. More than once, I've hadta deal with
some numb-nuts who got all jacked off because he had his ass beat in
front of his buddies. Or his woman. Or both. So yeah, I was used to
this little two-step. I could easily handle him, his buddy, and anybody
else who decided to come out to play.
The girl watchin'
didn't know that though. She stopped tryin' to pretend she wasn't
lookin' at me and just started starin' at that asshole and his buddy
behind me. But he thumps me on the shoulder, so I turned around, knowin'
she's watchin' all of this, and kinda wishin' she wasn't.
You owe me some
money.
Come on, Stu.
Let's not do this.
He shoulda listened
to his buddy. Really. He shoulda. But he didn't. Still, he wasn't
worth the effort. So I ignored him and turned back around. Went back
to my cigar, beer, and lookin' at the girl…ah, the TV. I was lookin' at
the TV. Mutant news on it. Real interestin'. But the asshole wasn't
givin' up that easy.
No man takes a
beating like that without a mark to show for it.
Come on buddy, this
isn't gonna be worth it.
His buddy was
right. It wasn't gonna be worth it. But this one, he was a special
kind of stupid…that my-family-tree-don't-fork kind of dipshit. So what
does he do? He leans down all menacing like and tries to threaten me.
I know what you
are.
I almost laughed.
I mean, come on. That's the best he could come up with? This
sack of shit wasn't worth my time. I fight for money. Or to save my
own ass. Or someone else's on the rare occasion. Not because some
redneck expects to use me as a punchin' bag to prove his nuts are bigger
than raisins. I'd already beat his ass for his money. And this shit
stain didn't come close to bein' a threat to me. Even in his wildest
wet dream he'd not be lucky enough to take me down. So I warned him
off, always give 'em one chance to walk away before they lose a limb,
right?
You lost your
money. Keep this up and you'll lose somethin' else.
Did that scare him
off? Fuck no. Didn't really figure it would. His type doesn't pick up
on shit easy. But I glanced back over at the kid and she's swallowin'
so hard it looks like she's tryin' to keep from throwin' up. She heard
him. She heard what he said about knowin' what I was.
Fuck.
That's when I felt
it. Her fear. It slammed into me like a hammer to the gut. She was so
damn scared, I could taste it on the air. Outta no where I was madder
than I'd been in a long time. So angry I was growlin' with it. Real
low like. I doubt anyone heard it. Anyone but her. She heard it.
Everything sorta
happened at once then. His buddy pulled him back. Dipshit pushed him
away and pulled a knife. She screamed.
Look out!!
Before I even
thought about it, before the sound of her scream had stopped ringing in
my ears, I had him pinned to the pole with my claws, millimeters from
his throat, the middle one slidin' out real slow for good measure. She
looked at my claws, her eyes got even wider in her face. Oh she was
definitely scared, all right.
I could smell her
fear even stronger then, especially when the bar tender tried to put a
permanent part in my hair with that pump-action shotgun of his. But
when I looked back at her…when I had those two goons held back by the
claws, she didn't look that scared. Well, she did, but not of my claws
and not of me. For me. She was scared for me.
Fear has almost a
sour tang to it, but more acidic than sour. And it's hot. Almost
electric, that can smell really good sometimes, 'specially if you want
someone to be afraid of you. It'd been a long time since anyone gave a
damn whether I lived or died. I didn't want her afraid. For me or
not.
But it caught me
off guard. I wasn't ready for it. Not from her…some slip of a girl
with big brown eyes. Eyes too old for her face, shinin' up at me, her
heart poundin' hard enough so I could see her pulse over that purple
scarf she wore. Fear rolled off her in waves, and not a damn bit of it
headed my way.
There she sat,
scared as hell for me. Me. A guy she didn't even know. Hadn't even
spoken to. And lemme tell you, that'll do somethin' to a man. Teenager
or not. It made me feel…hell, I don't know what it made me feel. It
just damn sure got my attention. More so than the two idiots on the
ends of my claws.
Nobody moved, and I
looked at her again. Then her scent changed. The longer I stood there
with my claws to Fuck-head's neck, and the other set pointed at the old
man behind me, the more her scent changed. It was subtle at first. I
barely even noticed it for a minute. And then she was startin' to smell
appealin' to me. So I paid a little more attention to it.
Her scent was so
strong it outweighed the drunk trucker in the corner. I could smell her
over the gunpowder of the ruined shot gun. Over the bar tender who'd
just pissed himself when I sliced up his weapon. Over the stink of
terror and hate comin' from the dumb fucker facin' the business end of
my claws just for tryin' to shake me down for cash.
Fuck, did she smell
good. Too good. Made me start growlin' louder, and this time everybody
heard it. I pulled my claws back in, shrugged my shoulder back into my
jacket and stared at her a little more, not even botherin' to hide it.
I breathed in,
still starin' at her, wantin' her to know I was lookin'. I breathed her
in deep. Real deep. Her scent was rich, earthy, heavy, intoxicatin',
blisterin' hot…
And then it hit me
what it was I was smellin' comin' off her. Oh fuck no, but I wasn't
stickin' around for that - no matter how good...no. Just - no fuckin'
way. That shit'll get you killed quick in backwater places like
Laughlin City. So I did the only thing a man like me in that position
could do.
I ran like hell.
But I hadta walk
right past her to get to the door, and that scent spiked sharp, almost
drownin' me in it, when I came close enough to touch her. Didn't.
Wanted to. But didn't. I kept walkin'. And damn if I don't deserve a
medal or some shit for it.
Got in my truck and
hauled ass out of there. And I've been drivin' ever sense. Hours now.
Been ridin' ever since dawn and it's almost dinner time. And I still
can't get her scent outta my nose. I probably could find her anywhere
now. Damn. How long's it gonna be before I can stop smellin' her?
It's startin' to get irritatin'.
'Course, I ain't in
the best of moods right now anyway. Haven't even stopped to eat or take
a piss either like I said earlier. And that's definitely climbin'
higher on my list of priorities. Ah, there we go…a place to pull over.
-x-
Xavier's School For
Gifted Youngsters
Westchester, New York - Early Afternoon
Professor Charles Xavier slid the
metal helmet off his head and placed it back on the console in front of
him. With a worried expression, he wheeled silently out of Cerebro, not
even noticing when the automated door closed behind him that Scott
Summers fell into step beside his wheelchair.
"Professor?"
He nodded
absently. "I'm fine, Scott."
The younger man
scowled. He knew his mentor was the most powerful telepath the world
had ever seen, but he took his duties seriously. And guarding the
Professor was at the top of his list. He didn't like being so easily
shrugged off. "Anything new?"
Xavier gave a low
sigh as he glanced up at his former student, his worried look melting
into a slight smile at the sight of the familiar ruby quartz glasses
aimed back down at him, the expression of concern so plain to see.
"Unfortunately, yes. Magneto's plotting something."
"What?"
"I'm not sure."
Xavier laughed at the dubious expression on the younger man's face.
"Eric is always plotting something, Scott. I don't have to be psychic
to know he's doing it. It's as much a part of him as Jean's telekinesis
is of her. It just is."
Scott's brow
furrowed over his glasses as they stopped in front of the elevator
leading from the lower levels of the school to the main floor. He
punched the button and waited for the professor to precede him into the
lift before he asked his question. "All right, given those
circumstances, what do you think his target area is?"
"North. Canada
possibly."
"What's in Canada
that's gotten Magneto's attention?" Scott's frown deepened.
"I have no idea,"
Xavier murmured absently as he wheeled out of the elevator and into the
main corridor, smiling at his students as they waved at him on their way
to their various classes. "And I'm not certain that his goal is Canada
at all. It appears that he's found a way to block my telepathy."
"That can't be
good."
Xavier gave a brief
chuckle. "A distinct understatement where Eric is concerned, Scott.
And quiet possibly a deadly one."
"Have you decided
how you're going to handle it?"
"Not at the moment,
no," Xavier shook his head as they made their way towards his office.
"However, I intend to try again later tonight to see if I can't find
something that will give us a little more clarity as to what Magneto's
plans are."
The younger man
held the door open for him then entered the office, and closed the door
behind them. "But Professor, if he's blocking your telepathy, how are
you going to track him down?"
Xavier rolled to a
stop on the other side of his desk. "It isn't Magneto that I shall be
searching for this next time. I'm going to try to locate a mutant
rumored to be recently aligned with him. Sabretooth."
Scotts lips twisted
into a grimace as he took a seat opposite the desk. "Sabretooth. He's
bad news. Storm and I ran into him a while back."
"Yes, I remember,"
Xavier nodded, a slight frown curving his mouth downward. "We almost
lost you then."
"Don't worry,
Professor." He grinned at him. "I won't let Fuzz-face get the drop on
me again."
"I should certainly
hope not." Xavier chuckled and began to shuffle through the papers on
his desk. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I have an Ethics class to teach in
five minutes."
Still grinning,
Scott stood up and glanced down at the stack of papers his mentor was
readying. "Pop quiz?"
"Of course."
"I hated those."
Xavier's smile
deepened. "You still do." He watched his former student as he rose and
headed for the door, but stopped him before he could leave. "Scott?"
"Yes, sir?"
"Alert Ororo." His
tone dipped down, making his voice rumble through the office, with
barely tapped power bolstering it. "We need to be prepared to intercept
whatever or whomever he's tracking. Both of you be ready at a moment's
notice."
The younger man
gave a predatory smile, and nodded. "Yes, sir."
top
end
-x-
Northern
Alberta, Canada
Trans Canada Highway 16 - Late Afternoon
"What the fuck?"
My voice sounds
loud in my ears. Must be all the quiet and white around here. Silence
is loud, and all this white snow around tricks your brain into hearin'
shit louder than it is. Somethin' about snow makes you feel like you
should whisper though. Fuck me if I know why. But I've always felt
that way about it. And I ain't real big on snow.
"Damn it." I've
only just gotten back in the truck, the wheels of the trailer bumping
hard against the asphalt as I pull back on the road. Waiting a minute,
I sit real still, barely moving but to steer the truck.
There. I feel it
again, and this time a quiet little noise with it. Almost like a squeak
and a slight shifting in the weight of the trailer my truck is hauling.
Now that might not sound like a big tip-off, but when you're drivin' on
as much snow and ice as I am, you notice any little shift no matter how
small.
Fuck! There it is
again. My bike must have come loose. No other cars on the road - I'm
the only fool out here - so I stop the truck right where it's at, and
get out to take a look. Truck looks fine, so I give the trailer a once
over. Even though there isn't any wind to speak of at the moment, I
hear that shifting sound again. The damn trailer just moved. That's
when I see it.
A tarp over a lump
that shouldn't be there. A person sized lump. A girl from the bar
shaped lump. I lean in just a bit and take a deep breath in through my
nose. Fuck. It's her all right. No wonder I've smelled her since I
left Laughlin City. Christ! A damn stowaway.
I poke at the lump,
and when it jumps under my fingers, I snatch the tarp back. She turns
her head and looks up at me real slow. "What the hell are you doin'?"
"I'm sorry. I
needed a ride," she says as she sits up. "Thought you might help me."
Fuck again. A
husky Southern accent on top of that little girl's face on a woman's
body, with a scent that's got my skin already itchin'. Somebody
upstairs doesn't like me. Not even a little bit. Those eyes that see
way too much for someone her age hit me and it takes every bit of
concentration I have to say what I do. "Get out," I tell her as I reach
in for her duffle and drop it on the snow-packed road.
"Where'm I supposed
to go?" She answers, climbing out of the trailer.
"I dunno."
"You don't know or
you don't care?"
"Pick one."
Okay, so that was a little mean. But I don't need a kid taggin' along
after me. Not one that looks like her when she looks at me and smells
like she does.
I'm not a decent
man. I'm a mean, ornery, son of a bitch with three, foot-long, metal,
sharp-as-razor-blades claws in each hand, and a real short temper. I
like things done my way. I like an bloody fight, a hot meal, smooth
beer, stiff whiskey, a damn hard fuck up against a wall, and then a good
night's sleep, alone. Usually in that order. And I ain't usually too
picky about who I've got up against that wall, either. As long as she's
pleasin' to the eye, got a great rack, and is willin', I'm ready to go
at one come-fuck-me smile. But even I have my limits. And jail-bait
like this one is definitely off of all 'em.
She hits the ground
beside her duffle and I get back in the truck just in time to hear her
yell, "I saved your life!"
"No you didn't." I
slam the door, and pull off. I'm driving away, watching her get smaller
and smaller in the side mirror. I don't even make it fifty feet before
I remember how she looked in the bar. When she didn't know I was
watching her. She had looked…lost. At least, she had until she saw
me.
I guess that's why
I do it. Why I stop the truck and let her run to catch up to me. I
don't even know her name, but I know her. And more importantly,
somehow, she knows me. That, or I'm a bigger fuckin' idiot who
loves self-torture more than I ever thought I was.
She opens the door
to the truck and her scent hits me hard. Yeah. That'd be me - the real
stupid motherfucker who'd be better served stabbin' myself in the eye
with my cigar than lettin' this kid get in my truck. This kid who
smells good enough to…no. Not gonna think about that. Ah Christ.
"There's a town
about thirty kilometers up. I'll take you as far as there, but that's
it." I say as she stares at me through the open door.
She sort of jumps
up into the cab of my truck and slams the door, shoving the oversized
duffle bag down into the foot. "That'll be fine, thanks. You don't have
anything to eat, do you?"
Figures. I pull a
cardboard-tastin'-protein-cake-bar-thing out of the glove-box and toss
it in her lap. She falls on that thing like she hasn't eaten for days.
And hell, maybe she hasn't. She eats almost all of it in just a few
seconds, then stops to breathe heavy for a minute before she pushes her
hood back.
Brown. Long and
brown. 'Bout the color of dark chocolate. Just like those old eyes of
hers. Yeah, somebody upstairs must really fuckin' hate me. Bet she's a
chatterer too.
"I'm Rogue."
Yup, here we go. I
don't say anything, but keep the truck headed in the same direction as
when I started. Only this time, I've got a magpie in the seat next to
me.
"Were you in the
army?" She peers over my arm at the tag around my neck.
"Doesn't…doesn't that mean you were in the army?"
I tuck the tag back
into my shirt. I don't want to have to explain that I don't know what
it means. When I don't answer, she looks over her shoulder and into my
camper. I know what she'll see. Not much. A mattress and blankets.
Old wet jeans and flannels hanging on a rigged line. Piles of rags in
the corner. A tool box. A propane tank. That's about it. A whole lot
of nothing.
"Wow."
Something in that
one word rubs me the wrong way. "What?
She turns an overly
innocent look my way. "Suddenly my life doesn't look that bad."
"Hey if you prefer
the road -"
"No! No. It looks
great." She apologizes quickly. "It looks…cozy."
She breaks off
another piece of that cake thing and shoves it in her mouth then starts
to rub her hands together trying to warm them. Me, I'm used to the
cold. Been here so long I don't usually even feel it anymore. But her
fingers are turning blue. I reach over and pop the heater, and move to
pull her hands towards it.
"Put your hands on
the heater." But she jerks her hands away like I'm about to cut 'em off
at the wrists. Oh yeah, the claws. She hadn't been afraid of them at
the bar, so I guess I forgot. "I'm not gonna hurt you, kid."
She's pullin' her
gloves back on. "It's nothing personal. It's just that…when people
touch my skin, something happens."
That had my
attention. "What?"
"I don't know." She
shakes her head a little. "They just get hurt."
Can't argue with
that logic. I mean, how can I when I've got foot long metal claws that
I can't explain how they got there? "Fair enough."
I take another deep
breath and almost laugh in relief. That way-too-interested-in-me smell
she had at the bar was long gone. I mean, it was still there, but way
below the surface. Almost like a hint of what it could become. Hold up
there bub, steer clear of that kind of thinkin'. I take another breath,
and something sweet is comin' off her now. Not flowery or fruity
sweet…but somethin' somewhere in between…can't place it…
Now she's starin'
at my hands on the steering wheel. And I can feel that stare like she's
about to touch me…that feelin' you get right before someone puts a hand
on you. The heat I guess. I don't like it. Besides, she ain't moved
her hands at all. An' besides, what the hell do I say? Stop starin' at
me kid, because I can almost feel it and freaks me out? Fuck no. I
ignore it. You ignore anything long enough and it'll go away.
"When they come
out…does it hurt?"
Anything but her
evidently. And not what I expected her to ask. Always catching me off
guard, this kid. Not good. "Every time."
I hoped that'd shut
her up. Shut down her questions. I should have known better. Because
that's what magpies do. Chatter. Constantly.
"How long have you
known?"
"Known what?"
She shrugs a
shoulder. "That you were like me."
If she only knew.
"I'm not like you."
"No, you're just a
regular everyday claw guy -"
Smart-assed little
thing ain't she?
"Hey, listen kid.
Right now about the only thing you've done to endear yourself to me is
get me into a fight. So please, Rogue…if you don't mind…" I
point my cigar at her. She just stares at me and I forget what the hell
I was gonna say. But she doesn't seem to notice.
"Were you gonna
kill that guy?"
Again with the
unexpected questions. "I dunno. I was just playing it by ear." And why
in fuck am I answering her?! Time to ask some questions of my own.
Maybe figure out why she's runnin'. Not like I really give a shit. "So
what kind of name is Rogue?"
"I dunno. What
kind of name is Wolverine?"
She's got moxy,
this kid. I like her.
"My name's Logan."
"Marie," she says
after a short pause.
She gets this
stubborn tilt to her chin, like she's darin' me to do somethin'. Say
somethin'. I try not to smile. No need to encourage her. "How old are
you?"
No answer, just a
ducked head, a smile she has no idea how flirty it looks, and a
blush. And here comes that too-good smell again. Gotta derail that
train of thought. I try again. "You got a last name, kid?"
That changes her
tune and her scent. Fear. Anger. Sadness. Sad smells like sea salt,
real acrid. And there's a lot of it on her all of a sudden, but no
expression to match. Her face goes blank and she looks back out of the
windshield at she frozen landscape. "Do you?"
Shit. How do I
answer that? I got precious few memories and the ones I do have don't
include much personal information. "I don't know."
Okay, that got her
attention and she turns back to stare at me some more. And I can feel
her lookin' at me again. "You don't know if you've got a last name or
not?" She cocks her head to the side and narrows those old eyes at me.
"How come?"
I shrug and ease up
on the accelerator, keeping my eyes trained on the road ahead. "I can't
remember."
She just stares at
me for a while then says kinda low, "Wish I couldn't."
"No you don't." I
fight the urge to shift in my seat as I feel her stare more heavily
now. Like she's tryin' to see through me.
She snorts loud and
rolls those eyes. "Says you."
"Yeah, says me.
You try not knowin' your own name. Just wakin' up one day wet, frozen,
covered in - " I stop myself and shake my head. She's payin' way too
close attention. And that starin' of hers is getting' on my last
nerve. "All I know is what I've lived for the past fifteen years and
none of that includes any names other than Logan and Wolverine. It
ain't all it's cracked up to be, kid."
And she's shakin'
her head at me, makin' that long brown hair of hers dance across the
front of her coat. "I don't want to remember. I could start all over
if I couldn't remember."
She finished that
really quiet, more like she's talkin' to herself rather than to me. It
makes me wonder what the hell happened to her. She won't tell me her
last name, her age, anything. Definitely a runaway. But from what?
And more importantly, why do I care? I'm just gonna drop her at the
next town anyway. Right?
I looked at her for
a minute before turning back to the road. "It isn't the just bad
memories you lose, kid. It's the good ones too."
The look on her
face says she hadn't thought of that. The quick opening and closing of
her mouth told me so. She screws up her mouth in a sideways smirk.
"Fine. You win."
I can't fight the
half-grin this time. "I usually do, darlin'. Best get used to it
now." She cuts those eyes over at me again, but doesn't stare this
time. She just grins like she knows somethin' I don't and goes back to
watching the scenery out of her side of the truck, that sweet smell
waftin' off her again.
And out of no where
it hits me how tired I am. I've been up all night fightin' and drinkin'
and then hit the road. We've been riding for not quite an hour and if
I'm startin' to give a damn about some jail-bait runaway, it was
definitely time for some shut-eye. No need to stop though. "You can
drive, right kid?"
"Oh yeah, sure,"
she nods. "Just -"
"Just what?"
"I…ah…I've never
driven on snow before. I don't know how."
Well shit. And
what the fuck was I thinkin', trustin' her to drive while I slept
anyway? Shit, but I must be more tired than I thought. Oh well. It
ain't like I'm worried she'll cut my throat in my sleep, now am I? Then
that accent of hers clicks in my head. Southern. Deep south too, by
the sound of her. Alabama, Georgia or Mississippi maybe. Not Louisiana
though. Different sound to those people. Yeah, she wouldn't know snow
like this from down that way. Explains why she's damn near blue with
cold too.
Seein' the turn off
up ahead, I shift the truck over to it and pull it onto the side road
and head up the short stretch to a dive I know that should be open. Hot
food, not necessarily good. But hot'll do. I can catch a few winks and
maybe even scare up a fight for some extra cash later on.
"Where we goin'?"
"Just up ahead. I
need to crash and you can't drive, so I figure we'll fuel up, eat, get
some rest and head out later tonight." I answer as we roll past a beat
up sign that reads says Welcome to Carrot Creek.
"I don't have any
money."
"Didn't ask you if
you did, now did I?" I answer back watching for the diner I know is just
up the ways here…yep. There it is. Just a few buildings down. I put
on my signal - not that it mattered. Folks who live here have the good
sense to stay inside on days like this.
Her eyes got real
wild-lookin' at that. "I can't pay you back."
"I told you before,
kid. I ain't gonna hurt you." I pulled into two spaces near the back
of the lot cut the engine and turned to stare at her. See how she liked
it for a change. She looked like she was gonna bolt. "Look, where're
you gonna go? If you didn't notice it before, I'm the only one out on
these roads today. It's over eighty kilometers until the next town
where you can catch another ride. You gonna walk to wherever you're
runnin' to? Just relax, will ya?"
"You can't touch my
skin. It'll hurt you." Her face turns about eight shades of red, but
her eyes…man…her eyes have all sorts of shadows in them. Things I can't
read, but don't need to, to know what's racin' through her head right
now. And that too-interested smell is back, but chock-full of somethin'
sour…worse than fear...more like…shame.
Fuck! I don't
need to know this shit! "I don't wanna hear it." It came our
harsher and more gruff than it should have. Damn.
She looks down, her
face gettin' even redder, that shame smell growin' stronger. "I can -"
"I ain't like that,
kid." I cut her off because honest to god, if I had to hear what may or
may not have happened to her while she's been running the roads, I'll
end up stabbin' my claws straight through the engine block. Right after
I slash up every single son of a bitch that made her think that's what I
had in mind. Like I was the same as those sick fuckers I'm sure she met
more than her fair share of on the road.
"You ain't got to
worry about that. Not with me. Understand?" She doesn't answer right
away. Doesn't look up either. I reach over, and tug on a lock of her
hair. And she lets me do it, but shoots her head up, all the red
bleaching away into white as her eyes dart from the end of her hair to
my fingers.
"I'm not gonna hurt
you," I say again.
"I know," she
whispers real quiet, almost too low to hear. But she's starin' deep
into my eyes, like she's lookin' for somethin'. "I know you won't."
"C'mon, then." I
say, tuggin' on her hair again, winding it up around my finger, movin'
the hair back and forth between my thumb and index finger. Getting' a
good feel of the texture. I tug on it a third time then give her a
half-smile. "Let's go get some grub. Whadda ya say?"
She looks down at
my hand again, then back to where her hair was wound around my finger.
When she finally looks back up at me, I think for a minute she's gonna
cry. Doesn't smell like it though.
I breathe in again
and decide this close to her is a really bad idea, all that sweet smell
I can't place for the life of me fillin' up my nose. As I let go of her
hair and back off a little, she sucks it up and gives me a shaky nod. I
slide out of my side of the truck and walk around to meet her on the
other side.
"Stay close, kid,"
I warn her. "This town ain't known for its high moral code, if you get
my drift."
"Not a family
town. Stay close. Got it."
She nods at me and
I head for the front door. I stop short as I feel a small hand curling
into the back of my leather jacket, gettin' a good grip. I look over
and she's starin' up at me, like I'm some damn knight on a white horse
or somethin'. Damn she really is a little thing. Young too. Too
young, I remind myself. No matter how good she smells.
"This okay?"
Fuck it. My path
to Hell was paved a long time ago. And if anyone up there is keepin'
score, they gotta understand that I'm doin' the best I can. Right? An'
if they don't? Fuck them too.
"Yeah, kid. Just
fine," I nod and drape my arm over her shoulder, casual like, letting it
dangle like it belongs there as she steps even closer against me. I
reach back and move her hand so that it's around my waist rather than
crumplin' up my jacket. Hey, it's the only one I've got, okay? And sue
me, but I'm kind of attached to it.
We walk together
towards the ratty-assed diner across the parking lot and I know we're
gonna get some looks. Probably some whispers. Maybe even an unwelcome
comment or two. But hell, it wouldn't be a day in my life if I wasn't
pissin' someone off about somethin'. Besides, she still looks shaky and
maybe she needs the contact for support or some such shit.
I can do that, I
tell myself as I push the door open and gesture for her to go on in just
ahead of me. I can't do much for her, but I can definitely do that.
top
end
-x-
Full Moon Diner
Back Corner Booth - Twilight
"Ain't nobody gonna mess with you while you're with me, kid," I tell
her. "Take it off."
"Logan," she almost
whines at me.
I shake my head.
"Kid," I growl back. "I can see you startin' to sweat. Now, off."
And damn if she
don't stick her tongue out at me! I can't help it. I bark out a laugh
that has her stoppin' dead and starin' at me, her mouth droppin' open in
surprise. I kinda like that. Catchin' her off guard for a change. But
she does as I told her and takes off that damn coat of hers, foldin' it
up on the booth seat beside her.
"Better?"
With a grimace she
nods reluctantly, and her gloved hands come up to flutter over her hair,
smoothin' it back down in place. She's lookin' around nervously like
she expects someone to jump over a table and get her or somethin'.
"Settle down, kid,
before you work yourself into a stroke," I growl at her a little, and
that just makes her smile. Can't figure this kid out to save my ass, I
swear. I toss a menu at her from the stand on the edge of the table.
Place musta changed owners since I was here last. Looks nice now. And
the food actually smells kinda good rather than just warm.
"Logan, really, I
can just have -"
I lower my own menu
to glare at her over the top of it. "Get whatever you want. But you
are gonna eat somethin' more substantial than that protein whatsit back
in the truck. And I ain't havin' this conversation anymore.
Understand?"
Now, I've seen
grown men cower under the full force of one of my glares. Big fuckers
too. Twice my size. But what's this kid do? She smiles at me.
And bounces in her seat a little. Ah, kid, don't do that.
"You sure?" she
asks me as a lady, about forty, walks up to our table, her order pad
already out.
"I said so, didn't
I?"
The waitress grins
at us. "Hey there. Y'all know whatcha want?"
Marie's eyes go all
wide and a little misty at that thick Southern drawl comin' out of the
woman. It's real out of place up here, but I bet it reminds her of
where she's runnin' from. She ducks her head back down to stare at the
menu.
"Coffee, black, two
sugars. Steak. Rare. And whatever she wants," I nod at Marie and put
the menu back.
"You get two sides
with that." The waitress grins at me.
"Surprise me." I
grin back.
"Oh, you got it,
sweet thing." The waitress grins wider at me and winks - hey, what can
I say? Women like me. And damn if I don't like them back. But
this one…she's just teasin'. I can smell it. She's got a man somewhere
close by, 'cause she's covered in his scent. But teasin', now that I'm
pretty good at - when I wanna be.
She turns to
Marie. "What'll you have, honey?"
Marie swallows hard
and doesn't look up. "The same. But make mine medium, okay?"
The other lady
writes it down and nods. "And what to drink?"
She thinks for a
second and finally looks up at her. "You don't have any sweet tea, do
you?"
Sweet tea? What
the hell is that? But the waitress seems to know, because she gets this
real gentle smile on her face.
"Now that's
somethin' I've not heard anyone ask for in a long time. I'll make some
up just for you, honey. Food'll be up in a few. Name's Della Moon.
Holler if you need anything." She walked away yellin' out the order to
some fella in the window that she calls Hoyt, as she heads back to the
kitchen.
"You okay, kid?"
She nods but looks
down at where her hands are folded one over the other in front of her on
the table. "She sounds like my momma."
I don't need to
breathe in to know she's sad. It's all over her. Shoulder's bowed,
head down, frown pullin' at her bottom lip. And even though I don't
know why I care, but damn it, I just do.
"Wanna tell me
about it?"
"No."
"You sure?"
"Nothin' to tell,"
she lifts a shoulder in another shrug and then looks back up at me,
those old eyes of hers sadder than they should be for a girl her age. I
suppose. "They didn't want a mutant for a kid, so I left."
Okay, wasn't
expectin' that. And by the wide eyes she was givin' me, I figure she
didn't either. But I wasn't gonna let her clam up on me now. Anyone
with eyes in their head and just a little bit of compassion in their
heart could see she was dyin' to talk to someone. "How long you
been on your own?"
"Eight months," she
answers, hesitatin' a little.
"Long time for
someone your age on the road by themselves."
"Yeah," she nods.
I try again. "How
old are you, kid?"
She sighs. "Old
enough."
There was a hell of
a lot of hidden meanin' in those two words. I know my limits, though.
I was there. And those eyes of hers go haunted all of a sudden. I knew
it, damn it. She's seen some shit she shouldn't. I hope to God she
doesn't tell me. Not now. I can't beat the shit out of anyone in
here. Not yet.
I don't know why I
did it. I guess because she looked so damn sad. Lost. Like she did
back in the bar in Laughlin City. I reached over and laid my hand down
on hers, right on top of her gloves that she's left on. Curled my
fingers around hers, and she gripped 'em tight for a second, like she
forgot for a minute, before she slid her hands away.
I let her go.
Besides, our food was here. Della comes over, a big tray in her hands,
and starts layin' out food. Two steaks still sizzlin' on the plate, two
big green salads, mashed potatoes, green peas, and a basket of rolls
that smell like they've got honey butter on 'em. My mouth starts
waterin' the minute they hit the table.
I'm already carvin'
into my steak when she puts my coffee in front of me, along with a glass
of water that I didn't order. She sets a tall glass of ice in front of
Marie, pours some tea into it, and then sets the pitcher in front of
her. With a big smile Marie takes a sip out of the glass.
"Oh, god that's
good." She kinda moaned it too. I look up to see her eyes closed and
she's drinkin' deeper, a look of pure bliss on her face. That just
ain't right. Not over fuckin' tea.
She opens her eyes
to find me starin' at her, and she looks away, at the menu on the end of
the table, and her nostrils flare as her gaze settles on the pictures of
the deserts on display.
"Y'all eat up, and
I'll be back in a few for your desert order." She winks at the kid
again.
Marie blushes at
that, caught eyein' the pictures. "But I don't want-"
"Oh yes you do,
honey," Della sasses back at her.
She reaches over
and pats me on the shoulder. Doesn’t' bother me. Like I said, women
like me. They like touchin' me too. And I like lettin' 'em. I grin at
Marie and she blushes harder. I kinda like that too.
"And this one here
looks like he'll buy you whatever you want," Della teases a bit more.
Marie blushes even
redder at that, and I'm so damn amused by it, I just let Della go on
thinkin' whatever she wants. Besides, she's right. I told the kid to
get whatever she wanted and I'd pay for it. I meant it too. And no,
I'm not gonna stop and think about that too hard right now either.
Watchin' Della make her go all flustered is much more fun than settin'
her straight. Besides, Marie's smellin' really sweet, right now. Like
she did in the truck. But with a hint of something spicy. Cinnamon.
But I'll be damned if I can place that sweet scent, yet. I'll get it
though, as well as what it means. Cinnamon must be her nervous smell.
The good kind of nervous, flirty and teasin' nervous. And I like that
even more.
"We're not -"
"Honey," Della
interrupts again, cocking one hip, her hand restin' on it. "If there's
one thing I know, she glances back at the man in the kitchen window, a
real lovin' look on her face, lettin' me know he's hers, "…it's the look
of a man who takes care of what's his. And this one," she pats
me again, "…is plumb eat up with it. Y'all enjoy now."
Marie didn't waste
any time, plowin' right into her dinner, like she did that protein
whatsit back in the truck. Grinnin' I tuck in to mine too. It's nice
to see someone who appreciates good food like I do. Especially a
female. A healthy appetite is good for ya. Better than livin' on a
lettuce leaf and a diet cola. I don't trust those types. They're
always workin' some kind of angle, it seems.
But not Marie. She
has her secrets, sure, but from what I've seen in just the little time
we've been together? What you see is what you get. Sorta like me.
Neither one of us pretend to be anything we're not.
We eat in silence
for a while before my curiosity gets the better of me again. "When was
the last time you ate, kid?"
She shrugs a thin
shoulder. Too thin, now that I can see her without that huge coat of
hers coverin' her up. "Couple of days, I guess," she answers, takin'
another big forkful of potatoes.
She stops the fork
halfway to her mouth and stares at me, lookin' a little self-conscious.
Damn, but I gotta watch what I say around her. I wave her on. "Eat.
Don't need you passin' out on me from lack of food."
Della's comin' back
this way. "Ya'll ready to order desert now?"
Marie looks over at
me, and I can't help but stare out the window to see the snow comin'
down harder and faster than it should. We're not gonna get out of here
tonight. And damn, but that camper's gonna be cold. Maybe too cold. I
wonder if I've got enough blankets for the both of us.
"Sweet thing, y'all
can't stay out there in that contraption. You'll freeze ta death." She
leans down a little and lowers her voice. "Hoyt and me live above now.
But when we first bought this place, we had a room down here while we
were fixin' up the apartment upstairs. Never bothered to make it over
into somethin' else either. It's got a bathroom attached, and a nice big
bed with a television and such. Hoyt and me talked it over. Y'all are
welcome to it for the night if you like."
I look up at her
and she's grinnin' at me. Lookin' around her I see Hoyt in the kitchen
starin' at me. He gives one nod. And I got it. Man of few words. I
like that. A real bed sounds awfully temptin'. Oh. She said bed - as
in one. One bed. Two of us. I look over at Marie and she's smellin'
like sugar and cinnamon again. Nervous. Definitely. "Kid?"
"Yeah, sure," she
stammers at me. "Fine."
I look back up at
Della, who's smilin' at me again. "We'll take it. How much for the
night?"
"Nothin'."
I shake my head,
and look around her again at Hoyt. "I pay my way." He gives me a
knowin' look and nods again, this time with a gruff sound. Almost like
a woof, but not quite. Makes me wonder if he's one of us. Come to
think of it, he is kinda shaggy looking, with real sharp eyes, almost
yellow. Like a wolf's. Not my business. I look back at Della. "See?
Hoyt agrees."
"He would, stubborn
Alpha." She rolls her eyes. "All right. But we'll settle up in the
mornin'. In the mean time, I'd get on out there and get whatever y'all
are gonna need for the night before it gets any worse."
"I think you're
right." I nod. "You wait here, okay, kid?"
"Don't you worry
about her." Della tells me. "She'll be too busy with that big serving
of peach cobbler I'm gonna bring her in a minute."
"Make it two."
Della laughs and
winks at me as she walks away. "You got it, sweet thing."
I slide out of the
booth and shrug into my jacket. I look down at her, and she's smiling
up at me. Like she's known me forever or somethin'. Like we've done
this a hundred times before. I know it's just to the parkin' lot and
back, but for some damn reason, I don't want to leave her here. But I
got no choice, really. "I'll be right back."
"I know."
"You do, huh?"
"Yeah."
"How come?"
She shrugs again.
"I trust you."
Well, shit.
-x-
Full Moon Diner
Parking Lot - Dusk
Fuck but I hate bein' right sometimes.
I ain't been gone
but a few minutes. Just long enough to hike out into peelin' your skin
from your bones winds, get to the truck, grab her duffle and mine, and
hike back to the diner. And what do I smell before I even get to
the door? Marie. Scared shitless.
I hit the door
hard, bustin' in like some abominable snow beast, upper lip peeled back
and growlin' loud enough for anyone to hear me. The diner's almost
empty. Just Della, Hoyt, one or two other customers bundlin' up for
their trek home, and that asshole leanin' over the table leerin' at
Marie. Tall guy, brawny, blonde and covered in what looks like rabbit
skins. But about as bright as a box of rocks if he's messin' with
Marie.
She sees me and
raises scared eyes to mine. "Logan…" I can hear the fear in her voice
even if I couldn't smell it before, and that just pisses me off even
more.
That's one
soon-to-be-dead fucker.
"Get away from her,
dickhead."
"This doesn't
concern you, friend." Jack-off doesn't even turn around when I speak to
him. Well, he's about to find out why they call me the Wolverine.
"I ain't your
friend. Now get the fuck away from her before you lose a limb." I step
closer and he lifts his head to growl at me. At me. Now we're
both growlin' and - fuck me –
Hairy sombitch,
with black eyes…all the way across. That's just - sonofabitch, what the
fuck is he, anyway? My growl ratchets up louder as I flex both hands.
And - snikt - out come both sets of claws.
The diner goes real
quiet then, and Marie looks over at me, but I can't look at her. Can't
take my attention off Big Ugly here. Just as soon as I figure he's
about to rush me, I hear the sound of a gun being cocked. Damn. Twice
in one day. But this time, it ain't my hair that's bein' parted.
Hah! Della's got a
twelve-gage double-barreled shotgun planted on the back of Big Ugly's
head. And there's a dark shape movin' out from behind her.
"Make one move and
I'll blow your punkin' head off," she snarls.
I hear Marie gasp,
but I can't take my eyes offa Ugly to see what's got her upset now.
"I'll rip both of
their throats out before you can pull the trigger, bitch."
Now that just
wasn't called for. Ugly's gonna pay for that one.
"Looks like we got
us a good old fashioned Mexican stand off here."
Now that’s a deep
growling voice that'll send shivers down your spine. Even mine. I
spare a glance behind tall, blonde, and ugly, to see Hoyt has come out
from the kitchen. Sonofabitch…I was right. He's part wolf...or
somethin'.
Looks normal from
the neck up, just extra hairy, and I can't say nothin' about that.
That's all you can see of him from that kitchen window of his. But
those eyes of his are definitely not human. Bright yellow and filled
with a danger that’s just too primitive to be human. The rest of him
though, he's like every wolfman movie Hollywood ever made. Thickly
muscled body, covered in dark hair, fingers that end in claws - real
ones. Not like mine. And those long clawed wolf paws at the end of
equally hairy wolf legs. And here I thought werewolves weren't real.
Guess you learn somethin' new every day now, huh?
Ugly takes a chance
and glances back over to see Hoyt standin' there, looking like he just
can't wait to see what his blood tastes like. Then he glances at Della,
as do I, and both of us are a little surprised to see her grinning back,
fangs showing…fangs? Damn, where the fuck did we end up?
Transylvania? Now he's back to lookin' at me and then over at Marie. I
can see her in my peripheral and she cringes away from his leer. He
looks back at me.
"This ain't over."
"You damn right
it's not," I growl back.
He just grins kinda
smug at me and holds up both hands then eases to the door. "See you
around…Wolverine." And he's gone into the snow.
Shit.
Marie bolts from
the booth and launches herself at me, with a strangled, "Logan."
Damn she's stronger
than she looks. Almost squeezes the breath out of me. I wrap both arms
around her as she buries her head against my chest, rubbin' her cheek on
my shirt a little. Damn, but she's shakin' hard. "S'okay, kid. I
gotcha."
I look over at Hoyt
who's doin' the same with Della, but she ain't near as scared as Marie
is. Matter of fact, she looks almost disappointed some how. Hoyt
catches my eye over her head and we share a long look.
I nod to him.
"Thanks."
"Anytime," he nods
back. Then he turns Della around and looks at their other patrons.
"Diner's closed." And they scurry like hell outta there. Probably
won't come back either. Shame. Hoyt's a damn good cook. I wonder how
he keeps the Health Department off his back. All that hair and all.
Eh, not my problem.
I rub Marie's back
a little. "Come on, kid. Let's get to our room."
She nods against
me, still not lettin' me go. So I move us around toward the back of the
diner. I stop long enough to pick up both duffels, her coat, and head
to the back where Della pointed for us to go as she went back with Hoyt
towards the kitchen.
"I don't know about
you, kid, but I've had enough excitement for one day."
"Me too."
top
end
-x-
Alaska Highway
Esso
Payphone - Dusk
"I found -"
"Then why are you
not on your way back here?" the older more cultured voice sounded on the
other end of the payphone down the street.
"There's a
complication. The mutant's not alone."
Silence.
"Do you -"
"Are there any
others nearby," the other man cut in.
"Just an older
couple and some local people."
"Do nothing."
"But-"
"I said, do
nothing," he repeated, his ire showing in his voice. I cannot take the
chance that our actions will alert our adversaries. Time is of the
essence and this must be handled delicately, or all may be lost."
The big man from
the diner huffed. "Then what do you want me to do?"
"Wait. For now."
He fell silent again, the spoke a moment later. "Follow them tomorrow.
Let them get further along on their journey. Once they're secluded,
intercept them."
"And then?"
"Bring the mutant
to me. As planned."
"And what of the
other?"
"Dispose of…it."
He growled in
satisfaction. "Gladly."
-x-
Xavier's School
For Gifted Youngsters
Westchester, New York - Before Dawn
Scott. Scott. Wake up. The disembodied voice pulled him out of
a sound sleep in the middle of the night. Rolling to his side, he
mumbled into his pillow, "Yes, Professor?"
Sabretooth's on the
move and I've got a location on the mutants he's trailing. Please meet
Ororo at the jet, and intercept him.
"Right away, sir.
And the mutants? What about them?"
There was a slight
pause before Professor Xavier's voice came again. Rendezvous with
them and see if they cannot be persuaded to enlighten us as to what
Magneto wants with them.
"And if they don't
tell us or don't know?"
Assist in any way
possible. But Scott, it's imperative that they do not fall into
Magneto's hands.
"I thought you
didn't know what Magneto's up to?"
I don't. But
anyone he wants badly enough to send Sabretooth after them in Northern
Canada, is someone I'm very interested in making their acquaintance. If
you leave now, you should be able to intercept them somewhere on the
Trans Canada Highway 16 between Laughlin City and a small township of
Carrot Creek, or just after. Unless, of course, they turn off first. Be
sure to check the surrounding area.
"Yes, sir. I'm on
my way." Giving a small groan he glanced at the bedside clock. "Ugh.
Why can't these things ever happen at a reasonable hour?"
Because evil
doesn't sleep. A definite disadvantage for those of us determined to
oppose it.
"Neither do you,
Professor." He grinned at the chuckle echoing through his brain, waiting
for that empty feeling that always let him know that his mentor was no
longer listening in. He sat up, his sudden movement startling Jean who
lay sleeping beside him.
She rolled towards
him. "What is it?"
He leaned down and
pressed a kiss to her lips. "Time for me to go. Go on back to sleep.
I'll be back before you know it."
She smiled sleepily
up at him, pushing her hair from her face, but he could see the worry in
her eyes. "Be careful."
The corner of his
mouth cranked up in the corner in that heart stopping sexy grin of his
that just melted her insides every time. "I always am. Don't worry,
Jean. I'll be back before you finish breakfast."
She leaned up for
another kiss. "You'd better be. I hate eating alone."
-x-
Full Moon Diner
Back Bedroom - Before Dawn
I'm in Hell.
I've finally
died and gone to Hell. Not that I wasn't expectin' it. I just didn't
expect it to happen so quick. Yep. Hell. Gotta be it. That or I'm
goin' stark-ravin' insane. Because what sane man would be layin' in a
warm bed, snow howlin' outside, with an even warmer old-eyed girl who's
got a body ripe enough to tempt a saint into some serious sin?
One who smells
clean and fresh and oh so damn sweet that it makes my teeth ache. And
other parts of my anatomy too. I wasn't kiddin' when I told her I
wasn't chivalrous enough to take the torture rack of a chair or the
cold-ass floor. See, I'm hot natured but if I do manage to get too
cold, it pisses me off. 'Cause that ain't real comfortable. Yeah, I
heal but pain is pain. And unless you get off on it, that shit hurts.
Of course, I imagine that even if you do get off on it, it still hurts,
but I've never met someone who liked that type of pain, so I really
wouldn't know.
Okay, time to reign
in those thoughts. Not a good idea to be thinkin' about getting off
with Marie curled up all warm and sweet smellin' beside me. Especially
not after what just happened a little while ago.
After the crap that
went down in the diner, Marie was real shaky, you know? That guy scared
her but good. And well, the fight in the bar earlier proved I don't
take too well to someone scarin' her. So it doesn't really surprise me
when she starts twitchin' and whimperin' in her sleep. Me, I'm still
awake. Too hyped up to drop off just yet. Too much has happened
today.
"Wake up, Marie.
Marie. Wake up. You're dreamin'."
"Hhhuhnn….no…." Her
voice hitches on a sob and she gets out a couple more words. "…daddy…please…"
Fuck! I
can't listen to this. I feel that fast flush of anger again. I don't
know what her daddy did to her to make her whimper like that, like her
heart's breakin', and I don't wanna know. Else, I'm gonna head
down South and go huntin'. I put my hand on her arm, and rub the
flannel of her pajamas a little. "C'mon, darlin', wake up."
"Huh?" she sat up,
pushin' all that hair outta her face and turns to look at me. "Who? Da
- Logan?"
Aww, fuck.
She's cryin'. Huge tears just rollin' down her cheeks. Not thinkin', I
reach out and pull her close. "It's okay, kid. Just a bad dream."
And she lets me
hold her for a split second…more like two or three…before she gasps real
big and pushes me away.
"Logan, no!"
"I wasn't gonna -"
"My skin!" She
damn near yells it at me. "I told you. It'll hurt you!"
Well damn. Here I
was worried that she's thinkin' I'm a perv after I promised her I wasn't
and she's freakin' out about me touchin' her skin because of what it'll
do to me, not her. How fucked up is that? I feel a growl slip
out as I give her the once over. "Look, kid. You're covered from head
to toe and I ain't scared of your skin. I told ya. I heal. From
everything. I wasn't gonna do anythin' to ya."
"I know you
weren't," she interrupts me, duckin' her head and lettin' all that hair
cover her face. "I trust you."
She said that back
at dinner too. She trusts me. Why? I almost ask, but decide I really
don't wanna know. Whatever her reason is, she's wrong. I'm not a man
some kid should trust without knowin' me first. Or even after she knows
me a little. But I don't wanna tell her that either.
"You wanna talk
about it?"
That brings her
head up. Surprised me too, to tell the truth. You can call me a lot of
things, but chatty ain't one of them. But she's shakin' her head at me,
and I can't help but feel relieved. I'd have listened. I made the
offer, so I'd have listened if she'd wanted to tell me about it. I'm
really glad she doesn't, though. 'Cause, I was serious about headin'
down South for a huntin' trip if I had to hear whatever it was her daddy
did to her. Only one of us would live through it. You get three
guesses as to which one, and the first two don't count.
"No," she breathes
in a little shakily and tries to smile, but it ends up in a wince. "Not
really."
I nod at her. "Wanna
watch TV for a little bit?"
She manages the
smile this time and nods. "Sure."
"What?"
"Don't care."
So I flip on the
television with the remote and settle it on an old sit-com rerun. "This
okay?"
She nods and goes
to lay back down, curling up on her side facin' me, around her pillow.
I lay back down too, and feel her lookin' at me.
"Logan?" She says
it all quiet. Kinda small soundin'.
I roll my head to
see her really close to me. Not touchin', not that close, but just on
the next pillow kind of close. "Yeah?"
She smiles a little
again. "Thanks."
I feel my mouth
curl up into a smirk, and I give her a half snort. "Go to sleep, kid."
She grins real big,
then. "Marie."
Bossy little thing,
and it makes me smile back. "Go to sleep, Marie."
And damn if she
doesn't do just that. She closes those old eyes of hers, a smile still
on her face, makin' her look a little sad, with the tear streaks still
on her cheeks. It doesn't take her long before her breathin' evens out
and she drops off again.
I just listen to
her breathe for a little while. Makin' good and sure she's asleep
before I cut off the television. Even with the light of it gone, I can
still see her okay next to me. Damn, she's young. I think. If not
young, then maybe just sheltered a lot. And not for the first time,
it's buggin' me that I feel so at ease with her around. I shouldn't. I
don't know this kid. And she shouldn't be that at ease with me either.
But we are. We've got some sort of metaphysical connection between us.
Yeah, I said it.
Metaphysical. Just 'cause I'm a fighter doesn't make me a moron. And
while I don't usually believe in that kind of hokey shit, I can't deny
that there's somethin' between Marie and me. She needs me. And
somehow, I just might need her too. It's a mutual thing. Mutual need.
I mean, what other explanation is there, huh?
After that
nightmare, you'd think she'd be too freaked out to be this close to a
man she really doesn't know from Adam. What was that she said again?
She trusted me. I still haven't gotten that figured out yet. She
trusts me not to take advantage and not to hurt her. She's right. I
wouldn't. Don't really know how she knows that, but I wouldn't. I
wouldn't on general principle - remember what I said earlier about
wantin' 'em willin'? - but that doesn't explain how she knows that.
But she trusts me.
And weird enough…I trust her too. Kinda. Hell, I told her my name. I
never, never do that. But I gave it right up to her. Didn't take any
effort either. It was like…like I was supposed to.
I gotta get some
sleep. I shift around a little, tryin' to get a little more comfortable
and end up puttin' an arm up over my head. The motion musta jostled her
some because she's givin' this sweet little sigh and - oh shit. Shit.
Right on my chest.
She's turned over, snuggled up close and put her cheek right on my shirt
- on my chest. There's that sweet little sigh again. And it goes deep
into me. I can feel it all the way to my bones.
Yeah. I'm in Hell
all right. But who'd a thought there'd be an angel here to keep me
company? Uh-oh, she's makin' that scared whimper again. I put my arm
around her, pull her a little closer and close my eyes as she settles
back down.
"It's okay, kid.
Nothin' is gonna get you. Not while I'm here. Go back to sleep. I
gotcha," I whisper real soft against the top of her head. No, I did not
just kiss her hair. I didn't. Swear to God.
Ah, fuck it. If
this is Hell, then chain me to the wall.
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-x-
Xavier's School
For Gifted Youngsters
Westchester, New York - Dawn
Less than twenty minutes after the Professor woke him, Scott pulled the
zipper up on his uniform as he strode confidently into the hanger,
unsurprised to see Storm already climbing up into the ominous black
jet. Enjoying the sharp tang of anticipation that always preceded a
mission, he headed towards the aircraft.
Scott?
The voice came
through just as clearly as if the speaker had been standing beside him.
He didn't have to answer aloud, but did it out of habit. After all
these years, with both Jean and the Professor, he still wasn't quite
used to merely thinking back. It felt…just…weird somehow. His
face set into a grim line, he jerked on the black leather gloves and
climbed up into the jet and settled himself in the pilot's seat behind
the controls before answering.
"Yeah?"
I love you…
He grinned again,
turning the smile on his co-pilot, who gave a small smile back before
she turned her attention to adjusting her seatbelt. He turned back to
the controls, his voice a gentle murmur as he answered aloud again.
"Love you too, Jean."
Flipping switches
on over his head, he sucked in a deep breath, stilling the building
excitement that always flushed his system before heading out on a
mission. Something about the starting up of the massive engines of the
blackbird always psyched him up.
"Ready, Storm?"
"Of course," she
replied perfunctorily, checking her gages.
As the engines
rumbled to life, and the lights came up fully on the console, Scott
flashed Ororo another brilliant smile. "Let's rock and roll."
-x-
Full Moon Diner
Parking Lot - Morning
Snow crunches under my boots as I make my way across the parkin' lot
back towards the diner. For all the howlin' wind and blindin' snow last
night, it sure didn't dump as much on the ground as I expected it
would. Didn't take much to get the wheels cleared out for us to leave
than I thought. I push the door open to the diner and the heat from the
kitchen hits me first. Right on its heels is that smell. That Marie
smell. Makes me smile. Almost.
She's leanin' on
the counter, talkin' real low to Della where I left her after we
finished breakfast. Hoyt promised me he'd watch her while I went
outside to dig us out of the snow, I woulnd't have left her alone in
there again, if he hadn't. I can see Hoyt givin' Marie and Della a good
long look, then a nod at me from the kitchen, and I nod back. We have
an understandin' him and me. Keep 'em safe. No matter what.
"You ready to hit
the road, kid?"
She turns and
smiles at me kinda flirty over her shoulder. "Yeah."
"Here you go,
honey," Della says as she hands Marie a big bag, folded down at the
top. "Somethin' to tide you over, for a bit." I pull out my wallet,
but she waves me away. "On the house, sweet thing," she grins as she
pushes a smaller packet of wax paper at me.
"I can't -"
But she's talkin'
again. "Oh yes you can, sweet thing. You just bring this little gal
back this way sometime and we'll call it even," she says as she smiles
real big at Marie. "It's good to hear the sound of home sometimes,
isn't it, honey?"
"Yes ma'am."
Marie's eyes go all glassy at that and she nods as she turns towards me
a little. "Ready when you are, Logan."
I take the bag of
food from her, put my hand on the small of her back and guide her a
little towards the door. But I look back at them as we walk out.
"Thanks." They nod at us and we walk out into the cold.
Nice couple those
two. They didn't have to do what they did, givin' us a room and all
that. It's real refreshin' when people do somethin' for someone else
without expectin' anything back in return. They're good people. And
Marie sure did like her. Hafta remember to swing back this way
sometime.
I leave Marie at
her side of the door after unlockin' it for her, then move around the
front of the truck and open it up. I put the two bags of food on the
spot between the seats so she can get to it if need be.
"Logan? You got
any more of those sticky rolls left?"
Marie smiles over
the hood of the truck at me, two heavy paper cups on the hood beside
her. Looks like she picked up some coffee when I wasn't lookin'. Musta
been Hoyt. He took a real likin' to her too. I can see why. She's a
good kid.
I know I'm grinnin'
like an idiot, but I toss her one of the sweet buns and couple of bacon
strips Della'd wrapped up in the wax paper before we left the diner. I
guess she was right, figuring Marie'd still be hungry.
She catches it,
palms it, and takes down the cups from the hood, tucking one in between
her arm and body, and curls her hand around the other. She climbs up
into the truck beside me, sets the sweet bun and bacon along with the
cups on the dashboard, and straps herself in before she pulls off her
gloves and dives in.
Watchin' her eat
for a minute, I feel kinda weird. Like this is how it's supposed to
be. Yeah, right. That's it. Forget my memories. Now I'm losin' my
mind. I slam the truck door, take a deep breath and close my eyes for a
minute, and that sweet smell of hers hits me like a bat to the
stomach.
Honeysuckle.
That's what it is. Same as her shampoo from last night, but more real,
less chemical. That's how last night made her feel. Safe. Happy.
Damn. She smells like honeysuckle when she's happy and safe feelin'.
It's so thick I almost choke on it. I ain't never had someone that I
made feel safe and happy before. I…I...what the fuck do I do now?
Take care of
her.
My eyes open with a
snap, wonderin' who said that. It wasn't Marie. And I damn sure don't
have a funny accent like that. Plus, I didn't say nothin'. A noise
catches my attention, and I look up through the windshield in time to
see…somethin' in the sky overhead. Coulda sworn it was some type of
plane. A jet or somethin'. But I ain't never seen a jet that looked
like that before. I look around some more, but whatever it was, it's
gone now.
"Somethin' wrong,
Logan?"
"Nah, just thought
I saw somethin' there for a minute."
I glance over at
her, those big old eyes of hers peepin' over the edge of that sweet bun
at me, once again, remindin' me of how young she is, even if she won't
tell me. Yet. She will when she's ready. Dunno how I know that, but I
do. She'll tell me everythin' when she's ready. Know it like I know my
own name…well, that ain't really sayin' much, but you get the picture.
"You ready to get
outta here, darlin'?"
"Mmm-hmph," she
mumbles around the sweet bun, and I have to grin at her, 'cuz she's got
cinnamon on the end of her nose. I almost reach out to wipe it off, but
stop myself in time. Her skin. She says it hurts folk. But I heal
from anythin', so I ain't real concerned over it. We didn't have any
problems with it last night. Still, don't wanna scare her off. She
holds out her hand, and hands me my cup, the one obviously bigger than
the other.
"Thanks." I take
the cup from her and take a drink, surprised she got it right the first
time. "Not bad."
"Black. Two
sugars. That's right, isn't it?" she asks as she takes a sip of her
juice.
Setting the cup in
the holder on the floor between us, I nod and crank the truck. "Yep."
She grins back at
me, those old eyes of her just dancing, and my gut says she's thinkin'
about last night. She's not the only one.
I woke up curled
around her from behind, her gloved hands clenchin' tight on my hands
that I had wrapped around her middle, my nose buried in her hair, her
bottom pressed snug against my hips…hoo, boy…real nice. And it was
about more than I could stand, caught myself breathin' her in again,
diggin' my nose deeper in her hair before I could stop myself. I knew
she was awake when I eased out of bed, but she didn't say anythin' about
it. So I wasn't gonna either. No need.
That's the last
time we share a bed. Good intentions or not, too young or not, that
ain't a chance I should be takin'. Hey, I am man, ya know.
But the weirdest
part of last night? No nightmares. For me, I mean. Not a damn one.
I've had nightmares about drownin' and bein' alive while someone cut me
up and that damn laughter every night as long as I can remember. Which
ain't long, like I said before. They didn't come last night. It's
almost like she kept 'em away somehow. But that's impossible, right?
"We make a good
team."
I laugh at that as
we sit there, letting the engine rumble while it warms up. "Yeah, I
guess we do." I know damn well she doesn't mean that the way I'm
thinkin' about it. How could she? She's just a kid. And there is no
team. She's not gonna stick around. I shouldn't want her to. But I
do. Still…"There's another town about eighty kilometers down the
road…if you were thinkin' -"
"I was thinkin'
about goin' to Alaska. You ever been there?"
She stares at me
with somethin' in her eyes that I can't read. Somethin' she wants but
is afraid to ask for. Shit but it's gettin' easy to read her. Should
that worry me? It doesn't. Maybe that should worry me. But I'm
getting' real close to not carin' about what does and doesn't worry me
anymore as far as she's concerned.
I nod. "Yeah.
It's nice. Real pretty."
"You interested in
goin' back anytime soon?"
Hope. That's what
that look is. Like she's finally made a connection somehow. How can I
say no to that? Easy. I can't. 'Cuz I understand it too well.
"Sounds good to me,
kid," I answer as I pull the truck out of the parking lot and back on
the road.
"Marie," she
reminds me.
Did I mention she's
a bossy little thing? "Marie." I can't help but grin back at her, as I
take the turn off of Highway 16 onto 22, which'll take us right to
Whitecourt and then on to Highway 43. And from there? Alaska.
So here we are,
riding the road together, no clue what we're doing, where we're going
other than in the vague direction of Alaska, or what we're gonna do once
we get there. But I do know one thing. I can't just drop her at the
next town, even if she changes her mind and asks me to. And I'm not so
sure I want to either.
She's just a kid,
so it shouldn't be too hard to convince her to stay if I put my mind to
it. Kids attract trouble. And somethin' in my gut tells me this one is
gonna attract more than her fair share. Big Ugly back in the diner
proved that.
She's gonna need
someone to look out for her. To take care of her. Protect her. And
somehow that job has landed in my lap. Oh well. I've done worse
grunt jobs. She's a good kid. And she needs me. Besides, I like her.
But she's gonna get me in trouble too, this one. I grin into the side
mirror as I check the road behind us.
I like trouble.
It's what I'm best at.
She's staring at me
again. And somehow, this time, I don't mind so much. "What?"
She gives me a
little half smile and sideways glance that's far to adult-like for a
girl her age as she nibbles on a piece of bacon. More teasin' in that
look than a kid like her should do alone with a man like me and says,
"You know, you really should wear your seatbelt."
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